I can't bear to leave you

Will be going to India for more than 2 weeks.

Dear, I will miss you terribly. Thus, I have put our photos in my mp3 player. If you miss Dar, look at our photos k. Muackz! I will try to sms you!

Happy Birthday to Dear!

Its Dear's birthday today!

I was so busy with my project discussion that he had to wait for me for 3 hours. I feel really really bad. So sorry that Dar did not prepare any surprise for you this year - just a simple dinner. But I promise that I will make up for it on Christmas!

No matter what, I still love you!!

Happy 3rd Year Anniversary!

Yeah! It was our 3rd Year Anniversary on the 17th Oct 2007. Had a great time at the chalet and Wild Wild W*t!! It was really very very fun.

Try this if you have the time

http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

My message to all

To all of us who had loads of things to do:

Poor caterpillar

可怜虫。 。 。

AHM: A Horror Marathon

Two horror films in a row may sound easy to some but to do it, take some guts. Caught Alone and Hostel II yesterday @ GV ViVo. I must say that Alone can be ranked first among all horror film this year. Other than the occasionally 'sudden scare', the storyline can be the best of all. Expect a twist in the end. The norm in horror films are that directors focus much on the how-to-scare-the-audience-amap plot like the latter but this is not the case with Alone. Kind of sad+mixed emotions.

Hostel II as usual is full of gruesome parts but I must say that the first part focus more on the killing and the latter gives an overview of the beginning. Kind of draggy in the first 30 mins, infact almost fell asleep but the last 15 mins really wakes me up. Esp for guys, try it and you will know why.

Bitching Post

Today is Monday and certainly the reason why I feel down is not because of Monday Blues. There's this new CSO reporting for work today and initially before boss went for maternity leave, she instructed that the new one share a seat with me since there ain't enough seats around. When she arrives, an AngKongKia by the name of MC who thinks she's the boss cleared up my table with telling me. I was so pissed when I stepped into the office this afternoon. Who the hell does she is? What gave her the right to touch my stuff and keep them under a small hole. Idiot + Bastard! Although I am just a temp staff but that doesn't give you the right to show a lack of courtesy.

MC, once again thinks that she's the boss proactively gave instructions to the newbie and showed her around the office as if she's some experience staff. Dumb Fuck! Doesn't feel like working today. Didn't get appreciated at all and have to do all the saikang that she herself can't do. I'm taking half day off. Sigh!

Stupid Ah How

You may ask, "Who is this Ah How?"

"Is he some big shot?"

*AHEM*

Sorry to say, he is just a coward and irresponsible Ah Pek who bumped into Dear's car and said its nothing serious and wanted to drive off just like that, without saying sorry.

Yes! That Ah How is such an irresponsible Ah Pek.

Even a non-driver like me knows that while coming out from the filter lane, you are only allowed to turn to the side to see if there are any oncoming cars after the car in front of yours in the filter lane had moved off.

But obviously, this Ah How did not do that! He thought that Dear had moved off and so, he happily step on the accelerator only to realize that our car is still in front! Have not moved yet!

And thus, that explains the 'BANG!'

Dear, me, Dear's sister and her husband were all shocked. The impact was not that great but still, its significant. That Ah How got our of his van and after tasking a short glance, he said there is nothing serious and opened his van door and wanted to drive off!

Of course Dear won't let him off so easily! Stopped him and asked for his contact number, of which he scribbled down on the piece of paper.

We were not pissed that we had an accident but pissed about the fact that that stupid Ah Pek had not a tinge of remose or feel apologetic. Even wanted to run away!!

This matter could have been settled easily if that Ah Pek had not been so attitude! Muahaha... the thought of that Ah Pek receiving lawyer letter all these just made my day.

PS: I am not evil okay. But that Ah Pek's attitude is really cannot make it. He called Dear and said, "You call this number and send your car there for repair."

What the?!!! You think you're the boss? We're the victim and thus have the right to make the choice as to where we want to send our car for repair leh.

Aiya, I am just so bu shuang with that Ah Pek!!!

Just the 2 of us

Yes. Long time since either of us posted a picture of us.

Thus, decided to post this photo which was taken in the KTV room while celebrating Huey Shan's birthday.

Nintendo Wii VS PSP

Dilemma, Dilemma, Dilemma... I had this craze into these 2 consoles but I guess it’s not wise to get both of them together. Which should I get? PSP cost almost $500/- and Wii is about $650/-. Wii is fun, from the reviews; it gets me really excited in getting one of it. The motion technology really separates itself from the traditional consoles. Playing games will never be bored again, at least for me. But the minus point is that it has not been officially selling in Singapore and maybe it will never be. The only way is to get it from those neighborhood shops and it’s imported from overseas. With the taxes and fees, prizes will be sky high. And it can’t play friendly games at the moment. The only thing that catches my eye is the motion technology.

http://silverynote.com/store/images/Wii/Wii.jpg

PSP on the other hand, is compact, mobile and full of friendly games. But for a price like this, I think it’s too much though I can afford it at the moment.

http://silverynote.com/store/images/console/psp%20console%20all.jpg

There are always both sides on a surface. When I think through this again, I find that I seldom play games and I’m not very sure if I will be a hardcore gamer when I buy any of this console.

Interesting Quote

Just want to share this interesting quote with you peeps.

"Men marry women with the hope that they will never change.
Women marry men with the hope that they will change.
Invariably they are both disappointed."

I don't know about you but me myself really agree with the above quote. I never realized this until I am in a relationship.

Have to admit that being in a relationship, I hope to change Dear. Change him into a man whom I think is perfect.

But seriously, I think he is near perfect.

For, where can I find another man who is so tolerant towards me, putting up with my tantrums, never attempting me to change into the perfect girl in his eyes and all things else?

My reflections

On Wednesday, February 28, 2007, I wrote this:

Schools have targets and so do I! The following are my targets which I hope I can achieve at the end of my practicum:
1. Be more organized
2. Improve my interpersonal skills
3. Work more efficiently
4. Build up self-confidence
5. Have better time management
6. Be more focused

At the end of my practicum, I will come back to review these targets.

It had been almost 3 months since I finished my practicum. Guess it's time I do some reflection.

1. I think I was organized that 2 months. But I can't say that for now.

2. Erm I guess did not really improve because I'm still quite anti-social and find it hard to talk to some even though I trid hard to think of what to say to them. Guess my EQ failed because something happened which made Dear very unhappy with me.

3. Must admit that I am still not efficient. I take ages to complete a lesson plan - probably because I want to make my lesson as interesting as possible. However, I realized that an effective lesson is more important than an interesting lesson. No doubt that we need to inject fun into learning but what's fun when the students do not learn anything. Hahaha... I discovered it myself.

4. I guess I really built up my self confidence that 2 months. In the past, I am really afraid of doing 'presentations'. My biggest worry before the start of the practicum was that I cannot overcome the fear of teaching in front of the students and my mentor. But I was glad that all's well during that 2 months. The fact that having close to 80 students adoring you definitely makes my day no matter how talkative and naughty they had been.

5. Definitely failed at this because I spend all my time on doing lesson plans and neglected Dear. Learnt my lesson the hard way.

6. Was quire focused except on times whereby I am at a lost of how to deliver a lesson.

Yep :p The above is a reflection of my 'report card'.

Our first game

Yes, as above.

Our first badminton game together. Hahaha.

Counting to 3rd year anniversary and yesterday was the first time that we played badminton together.

Love playing badminton because it had been a long time since I last played and since I last perspired. As in really perspire.

Think badminton is the only sport that I enjoyed and don't mind perspiring for. I just do not have the determination to jog or whatever, Thus, badminton is still the best choice!

Are you sure, Courts?

Mum and I went to courts to get a new washing machine as the old one decided to give its way. Upon reaching, I saw a crowd no less than 7 chatting together at the laudry section. When I close up to them, I realize that they are actually discussing on the 4D results! Damn! They should be at work. It pissed me further when mum and I have to wait for more than 15 minutes to get one of their ass to us and it's only when I stared at them.

We were interested in the one of the LG model but due to one of the old man's marketing gimmick, we were directed to another 'so-called' better model. He's smart, keep turning around bushes and my mum nearly seal the deal with him. This model cost $599/- excl. $30/- delivery and $200/- optional for a 5 years warranty. He claims superior as it's Korea model and the LG model is China made. Screw him! The LG model cost $499/- and with the 5 years full cover warranty period, of course it's most sensible to get it. When I told him that we are more interested in the LG model, his face changed and immediately told us that no stock left for that model. Damn! Another gimmick. It's only when I told him that we are not buying anymore then he ask another salesman. And now, the stock comes in 3 days later. Stupid salesman using old marketing style, not knowing who he is dealing with.

My aunt suggests BEST DENKI and finally we got the exact model we saw from courts with a cheaper deal! $449/- incl free delivery and just $36/- more for 5 years full cover warranty. Ladies and Gentleman, though I'm a Courts MS but Courts doesn't meet my expectation so do your calculations before buying.

PAP

Sorry to keep you waiting.. I have found a job! Being a CSO in one of the CC in Singapore provides my portfolio another area of expertise in the government sector. Perhaps this would encourage the chances of me being employed in the SPF.

First time experience when talking to the MP was like, Woow~ I'm a step closer to LKY! In fact, it's kind of bored here. As you can see, I'm posting this entry in office. So free! Surfing firewalled internet seems so restricted. Can't get into Youtube, Sammyboy etc.

Kind of lowly paid here, but with the jobscope, I could ask for more. Heard the agency is taking 30% of my hourly wage. Arrgh! I should haven gotten more. Garhmen is rich anyway~ GST's up 7% - 9 days and counting..

端午节

Yes! One of the festival that I like most is here again!

I can eat dumplings made by my ah ma again!

Hahaha... I am one lucky girl because I can eat it the moment I wake up.

Okay, Dear is also lucky because he got to eat 2!

Muahaha... below are some photos taken by me when my ah ma is still 'cooking' the dumplings. Yes! There are more!

My Personal DNA Report

Click on it to view :

My personalDNA Report

Our day out

Went on a date with Dear yesterday. Had a super full lunch at Yuk* Yak* followed by Shrek 3 at night. I must say that Shrek 3 is really a funny show. But I still think that it can be better if the director put in more effort. Muahahaha.... That's just my personal opinion lah.

The egg fried by Dear. Ha the sunny-side-up failed.

The bowl of healthy noodles+fried egg+prawn+mushroom. Haha but in the end, we were too full to eat it! Muahaha...

Deal or No Deal?

Nothing to do? Want to test your luck? Click on the above picture to see how lucky you are!

PS: I only won $50,000.

Nissan 350z starring 錢嘉樂 官恩娜

Passing the Exam Fever!

Someone might be pondering why I am still blogging in the middle of the night instead of sleeping. Perhaps it's the past months routine that's acting on it.

A couple of things happen during my exam periods. Strangely enough, it's all odd things. First comes to find out that Section A of my Sociology paper does not really appear in the way that it should be for the past few years. This really dampens my mood. Next comes the biggest surprise. My Sociology paper resides a big mistake, the question paper has missing pages! Its something really unexpected from the well-known university of London. I wonder what are they going to do about this. Till now, no actual reply came from them.

http://www.londonexternal.ac.uk/current_students/programme_resources/lse/sociology_letter.html

Next, I am actually sick during the preparation of my Accouting paper, I push myself hard to study it and that I could aim for an A for it but I realise that Section A, which suppose to be the easiest and straightforward was otherwise.

Here comes the last paper, I am sick.. YES, AGAIN! Why am I so weak? Just a few months of infrequent diet and sleep makes me sick. I had a hard time preparing IBM as it covers a lot of content.

I hope that I will do well in my examinations even with all these factors. Pray for me please..

Something interesting

My student shared this website with me.

Its really quite funny.

Have fun moving the mouse about and see how tired they look!

Hee....

http://www.1-click.jp/

Updates!!

Yeah! Updates after so long.

First, I want to announce that I survived my practicum. It was a busy but fulfilling 2 months. Will surely miss the children back in the school.

Anyway, this post will be filled with photos. Photos taken a long time ago.

So, let the pictures do the talking!

Chirstmas decorations 2006 at Marina Square

Girls present for the gift exchange. Jo missing in action.

Dear and I - Dear's first gift exchange with us.

My cousin and Dear at my family's gathering during CNY 2007 - Don't they look alike?

My little daughter who is the 'ice distributor' of the day.

Me busy preparing resources for my formal observations.

Without Dear, my number wheel will not be a success!

Final product - Number Wheel

My cousin, Janelle helping me with another teaching resources of mine!

Okay, that's all for now. Back to Youtubing.

Oh, by the way, I am having my 3 months holidays now whereas Dear is busying revising for his exams!

Wish Dear good luck!

Beautiful Girl

Disappointed

How good is it that if you needed someone badly and found out she's not around? Worse still, she might not even know what is happening ever since and still indulging into her so-called work. So what if one is at the top of what she is doing? If life management sucks, considerably a failure. Ignorance isn't an excuse. Reflection is the answer. You can't be assuming everything is working in the way that it is. Even if it is, it may not be reacting the way that it suppose to be. When one's needed, you have to abide but when you are needing help, Look for yourself.

I'm disappointed.

Sometimes a buddy really helps alot although it has no business in it. Once needed badly, they attend to you even though they are in the middle of their work. This is what I call buddy.

Awaiting the Bloom day

Yes, from Mizzy's post, I'm sick. Down with fever. Saw a doctor, took a jab. Good jab indeed, took less than a day bring down a 38.9C fever. Maybe god is there to test me, with a growing sore throat and a new comer, Stomach Flu. Throwing out from mouth and ass isn't a good feeling. A further test to hit me is 2 failing grades from UOL-LSE. IBM & MKTG. When is my Blooming day? When is the test over?

How 'great' is this?

Yes!

The title says it all.

Both Dear and I fall sick at the same time.

And yes! I'm on MC today. No teaching today because my sore throat is really serious.

But no matter what, still have to go back tomorrow.

Just hope that Dear and I get well soon.

My stupidness

I want to give myself a smack in the face.

Should have thought of using doub;e-sided tape instead of glue.

My stupidness resulted in me spending the past 2 hours gluing 10 cubes.

Arghh!!!!

Counting down

8 more teaching days.

But I am in a dilemna. Happy that I can have my social life back again. But sad that time is tight for me to finish the syllabus and afraid that the kids will not do well. Most importantly, I will miss them. I really will.

Going to the zoo with my 3E class. Will be an experience for me. Hope that it won't rain on Tuesday and we will have an enjoyable trip!

So many things yet to be done....

Melancholic

Feeling kind of upset over sue's blog. Mark and she went for the Phantom of the Opera at The Esplanade over the weekend. A show where I felt something for it. Well, nobody's perfect. Don't even think about it when you're not up to it. Shouldn't have seen that post. Shucks!

Exams approaching and I'm still not prepared for it.

Vista Wannabe

I just found a cool plugin for XP, perhaps around for many years. Remember the side bar you see on Vista OS? The plugin adds an interactive shortcut bar making it a breeze for those vista wannabes.

Check This Out.

Resurrection

Prelims over. It may not have ended, in fact, it just started. The main UOL exams is beginning from May. The thought of it really push a person's mood to the limit.

I wondered if sometimes it's really my problem or others. I prefer not to say anything when I sense something is amiss. The party may, in fact take this opportunity for blaming you for ignoring them. Don't they think further? Sometimes, things that I do, may not be in favour of others but why is others keep blaming me for the way that I react rather than reflecting where the problem really lies? It may not always be me, it can be themselves. And when you reason out, unknowingly, their reaction will be, why you always reason out? This entire thing may get started with themselves not others and they choose to blame others and never themselves.

I'm getting tired of this family, this place that I'm staying. There is practically no comfortable place to be at home. A pest is around and everyone is praying to get it's favours. I wonder why? Anyone who starts to fight back, gets nonsense from people who pray at the pest. Studies is very important, especially at my stage. My future depends on how well I do in LSE. A good job and salaries depend much on it. My future house, my ideal home, my comfortable environment........

CC introduce me to some rich household whose kids of primary 2 and 4 needs expertise in their mathematics. Though I have agreed but I'm having second thoughts. I remembered that I hated math during PSLE, especially the part on allocating units. I wondered if the kids ask me to solve something that I, myself doesn't know shit, how am I going to get away with it? Dilemma; To tutor = earn extra cash for my studies. To let go = look for another better job.

Updates!

Sick of doing lesson plans all day long. Haiz.... its so hard to be creative! So yah, just taking time off to blog what happened on my birthday!

Actually, it turned out that many of my friends remember my birthday! Even a friend whom I am not close with and seldom talk to in school, smsed me to wish me Happy Birthday. Of course, there are the usual ones like my poly clique and secondary school clique who always remember my birthday.

Of course... the best birthday wishes is from Dear.

Met up with Dear at Vivocity after handing in my assignment. Was in such a rush. Its a rare opportunity that I am back in school so have to look for teaching materials diligently. Anyway, it was already 6p.m by the time I reached Vivocity.

Had dinner at Earl's Swensens and I must say the food there is quite nice. Its different from the normal swensens because normals swensens do not have salad bar. The menu is different too because at Earl's they have more choices.

Watched 'Music and Lyrics' after shopping around. Oh yah, Dear bought me a jacket from Espirit. Love the jacket so much! Have been searching around for a black jacket that I like and I finally own it on my birthday!

Nothing too special this birthday because Dear is having his prelims. So I can understand. Haha but he said will make up for it after his prelims! Hee....

So here are some photos that we took on the 12th of March 2007.



I love this photo very much! [Dear too!]



Ha cheeky Dear Dear.



That's us!

My 23rd Birthday

Its my 23rd birthday in another 1 and a half hours.

Everyone including myself, is too busy to celebrate.

But happy that I will be meeting Dear for dinner and some shopping tomorrow.

So sad that my friends forget about my birthday. . .

Exhausted

When one's exhausted, even the simplest question takes ages to solve. I wonder why this evening I'm so tired. Physically and mentally. What's worse is you can't find a proper and cosy place to rest...not even your home.. That moronic bitch keeps thinking that the room is solely hers and use it as she likes. Living room is full of wooden planks and siting on it for hours is no joke. Resulting achy backs and bums. No place for me to lie, if this goes on, I would probably be declared mad.

Wed is my first prelim paper and I don't even know what I have been studying for the past weeks. No not low confidence.

God, please help me!

Targets

Schools have targets and so do I!

The following are my targets which I hope I can achieve at the end of my practicum:

1. Be more organized
2. Improve my interpersonal skills
3. Work more efficiently
4. Build up self-confidence
5. Have better time management
6. Be more focused

At the end of my practicum, I will come back to review these targets.

"Focusation"

Dar was complaining that she is the only one contributing to this blog, not really.. Exams are approaching. Prelims starting next week and I'm digging holes into my notes. Couldn't really blog much on the new year happenings. Basically, the usual relatives visitings and money taking.

Found the title of this song on radio and decided to share with you all! Wish me good luck for my exams!

Contrasting Days

Two days into practicum le.

Got a terrible headache on the first day but on the second day, I am so energetic, even now! Even went back to the institution to photocopy lesson plans. Hmm... should have went earlier because the library closes at 8 and there are still quite alot I have not photocopied.

I am really determined to do well but I guess, sometimes, luck plays a part too.

The year of PIG

Hello everyone out there reading this blog! I'm so excited! After a wait of more than 10 years, its my year again! Since my brother (Nicholas) is also born in the year of the pig and he has a blog here, I have decided to contribute a surprise entry here! What I am going to share with all of you is what we pigs do when we celebrate our year! Hmm.... I guess all humans out there do the same thing as us, pigs!


Read on to find out if we are really similar!


First, we will have a spring-cleaning of our pig sty. As you all know, we pigs are quite sloppy in the way we live and since even humans are celebrating our year, we have to respect ourselves too right? So yah, we had a hard time cleaning our sty! But I must say its all worth it lah.



Next up will be going to the salon for some hair make-over! We pigs also want to look presentable and maybe hope to attract more pigs of the opposite sex in the year of pig! Pigs like humans, need companions de mah. So don't laugh at us okay.



After all that is done, we will be ready for the reunion dinner! Yes! We eat together too! We pigs have strong community ties okay. Just like the steamboat that you humans eat, we have 'steamboat' too. We have all our food gathered in the centre and we'll form a circle and start our feast!



Okay enough said, I have to run now. There is a feast waiting for me now!
Have a Happy and fruitful Pig Year!
Collect more Ang Baos and win more money!

Sign off as the cutest pig of the world,
Miss Piggy.

Great Valentines' Day

Hee.... the title says it all lah.

I was being treated like a princess! No, I should say I am always being treated like a princess. Dear is simply too good to be true!

Ok, here's the photos as promised.

Hee... tired me with new hair and new dress.

Full view of the 'princess' dress!

Dear and I at Vivocity after watching a movie.

I did my hair!

Whoopie! Finally did something to my hair!

Guess what did I do in the end?




~Guess lah~





~Scroll down somemore!!~



Heh... I did rebonding lah. Quite satisfied with the result for now. Hope that it last longer. Will post a photo after tomorrow lah hor.

Hee.... after that, went shopping with Dear. Bought a sweet pink dress to wear for tomorrow! Yeah!!! Super duper happy!

Honesty and fretting over hair

I am an honest person!

Bought a magazine at a newspaper stand in the morning before I go to school. Gave the Auntie a Ten-Dollar note to pay for a $2.50 magazine. By right, I should get back $7.50 right? But as I took the change given by the Auntie in my hand, I realized there were 4 pieces of Two-Dollar note, a dollar coin and one fifty-cent. Obviously, the Aunties had given me $2 extra! At that point of time, I was thinking to myself: 'Should I keep quiet about it?' But very quickly, I told myself that I should not do it. And below was my conversation with the Auntie.

Me: Auntie, you gave me $2 more.
Auntie: Oh! I'm so forgetful! You're such a nice lady, will tell me that I gave you more change.
Me: (Just smile)
Auntie: You're so nice! Let me wish you 新年发大财！
Me: (Smile again) 一样一样.
Auntie: If not ah, I will scold and scold behind your back. Haha....
Me: (--) !!


So, I'm really happy that I did not allow the greedy side to take over at that situation! Hee...
Anyway, I'm fretting over what I should do to my hair now. Should I do soft straightening or perming? Haiz... really worried over my hair condition sia.

The S-Eleven Terminology

S11, also known as money has become a burden in everyone's life. Everyone is dying to get it legally or illegitimately. Once you earn your first thousand, you started to spend your thousand and one.

When having supper last night, CK was, as usual complaining his depleting fortune, putting blame on HS for the cause of it. I was on my verge to scold him good and proper but given his strong arbitrary character, I hold back to avoid unhappiness. I was thinking, "Since you've chosen her as your partner? Why are you still complaining on her character? If she's such a spendthrift, then break up. She's born by her parents not you therefore you shouldn't be the one commanding her against her will (I mean COMMANDING, not commenting)." He's drawing a monthly NS allowance, which gave him a solid $700/-. He is still complaining he have not enough to spend.

I was talking to HS moments ago on MSN. The usual, telling me that she's low in cash now. She's worse, earning about $1440nett a month and also complaining.

I wonder if they have think of my situation? No income since ORD, which is like 6 months back and not complaining much. Though I have the support from darling occasionally but this is not being responsible. I'm working at 7-Eleven, 3 days a week from 11pm-7am but dad is objecting on it. He's telling me that the $100 that he gave me a month is sufficient if I spend it on my needs only, even can use it for savings at the end. How am I suppose to tell him that this is absolutely not enough? He was thinking that everyone could be like him, staying a home everyday after work with no leisure. CK and CJ share his thoughts.

I better be getting at least a 2nd Upper Honours Degree minimum, if not, even darling is going to look down on me.

Money - The rich says it is second, compared to their hobbies. The poor says without it, don't even think about hobbies.

I want to be the one having lots of it.

*Test*

平和型（隨和豁達，樂天知命）

您通常是溫暖、友善、忍耐、隨和、不好競爭，以及愛說話。您偏好和平、有組織、可預期而舒服的生活。您喜歡配合環境，因而很難知道自己的優先次序，變成跟隨別人所希望而去做事，有時候甚至模仿別人說話的腔調、用詞，以及身體語言。

優點：非常主動，具有眾多興趣和嗜好。您喜歡與人為伍，可以為了別人而發揮最具生產力的工作成效。

缺點：您會「自我遺忘」，失去了什麼是對自己真正重要的覺察力。您很容易分心，即使一個人時，亦有可能把高度優先的事情留到最後才做。看起來很像是拖延，但並不故意。

愛情：您一旦擁有了關係，不會想到分離，而且會承諾去經營恆常不分離的關係。您既忠誠又慷慨，可以不帶妒忌或競爭心去支持並慶賀伴侶的成功，當伴侶的需要浮現時，更能給予回應。
您的憤怒最有可能在親密關係中顯現。因為當您迎合別人時，自己就消失了。

安定方位：成就型在安定的狀態下您會變得很專一，能在短時間內完成許多傑出的事。

壓力方位：忠誠型當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得充滿恐懼，意識到所潛在的威脅，不但變得退縮，甚至唯命是從、好鬥、彆扭而且更頑固。
建意：問問自己的想法，而非顧慮別人的意見注意您對改變的不適感，學習歡迎新事物。注意您的頑固和被動式抗拒.

最渴望：和洽相處
最恐懼：有紛爭，有衝突
最難達到的美德：果斷 (Right action)
最難克服的執念：懶惰 (Sloth)

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Felt bored and did this test. Muahahha... I must say that the part which says I'm not decisive and very lazy is very true!

Clcik here if you are interested.

The day of my Fieldwork

Yes, today's the big day! My Social Studies fieldwork is finally over! But not the report. Still have a 50 pages report to write sia!

Anyway, I am quite upset with my own performance. As usual I said the wrong things again. I actually said that the Malay New Year is Hari Raya! Oh my god.... I was so pai seh that I do not know how to react and face the class sia. Sure to be marked down lah. But as I console myself, whatever should not have been said have already been said. So no point dwelling on it le right? But I still do not feel good lah.

Other than that, my group has been quite blessed because the inital drizzle only lasted for like 2 minutes and my tutor who always act as the naughty kid, suddenly decided to be the soft-spoken kid today! Oh my god... She was practially not speaking when she was asked to answer questions. I have to act as if I am showing concern by asking if she is having a sore throat or what sia. But anyway, I'll rather have her as a quiet 'student' than a noisy 'student'. Hmmm.... hopefully she won't mark us down for not giving her sufficient attention and concern.

Though I am still quite worried for my individual work during the fieldwork, I am really satisfied with the overall teamwork and the turnout of the fieldwork!

Just pray that I will get reasonable grades! Awaiting for my tutor's more detailed feedback next Monday then!

Productive Day

No class today but had to wake up early to go Kampong Glam for our Social Studies fieldwork recee. I must say I am very satisfied with today's progress.

It was after many rejections from our tutor that we finally set things right. But I am so glad that we are so productive today! I am starting to like to work with a group of guys le! They can be so relaxed in the beginning but yet, know what had to be done.

I am really amazed and learnt alot from them. Yes, girls especially me should learn to relax when it comes to work. No point kan-cheonging.

For now, just help me pray that the 5th of Feb will be a cooling day. No rain please!

許瑋倫 1979-2007

在演藝圈有「音樂氣質才女」之稱的偶像藝人許瑋倫，前晚搭乘女助理駕駛的轎車南下趕往南投拍戲途中，在中山高速公路南下三義路段發生嚴重車禍。許瑋倫到院前呼吸微弱，人已休克，雙耳滲血。醫師表示，由於許瑋倫大量失血，輸血逾1萬西西，並因腦部受重擊，昏迷指數僅最低的3分，有生命危險，未來兩周是關鍵期。

First seen her in 偷偷愛上你, almost fall in love for her. She's angelic and talented. It's really sad to hear this news. Didn't even know it till I saw the headlines on the papers. She's a lost to everyone.

瑋倫, 一路好走..

NAG!!

I have been hearing nags from practically everyone. Neutrality, they are just showing concern to you and you can't blame them for the effort. But sometimes, it's good to nag once a while but definitely not everyday. Why can't life be simpler? It's all about economics; needs and wants. Greed is the nature of man and wants have always be > needs. Is there anyway to be efficient in walking this life path? Efficient - Using the least resource to achieve the highest results!

"Nagging Works!" Patricia (2006)

Exploited

I wonder if I am destined to be bullied by others.

People can get $30/hour for tuition whereas I only get a pathetic of $10/hour for tutoring my cousins.

I guess the money I get really does not justify the time that I spent. Its 6 hours each week leh!

But what can I do? They come to me because the tutors outside charge higher rates, which they are not prepared to pay. That, I can understand.

But, at least do not sound as if I charge them too high, unreasonable grandma.

I'm not so cheap labour ok!

Nervous

My Practicum supervisor called me on Wednesday and fixed a timing for me to go and see her so that she can brief me on the Practicum.

And so, I am supposed to meet her today (since it is already past midnight). She sounds like a nice lady and please help me pray that she really IS a nice lady!

I really need that luck to have a nice and helpful supervisor for my Practicum!

Dishonest Uncle

Bought a packet of wanton noodles back home for my dinner.

Gave the uncle $50.50 and since each packet is $2.50, I should get back a change of $48. But, I only got back $47.50 when the uncle gave me back the change. And mind you, out of the $47.50, $1.50 is shilling, meaning many 10 cents and 20cents.

The unlce thought that by giving me so much shilling, I will not check the amount. But how wrong was he!!

When I said, "Uncle, I gave you $50.50 leh", he immediately handed over the outstanding 50cents! And I really mean IMMEDIATELY. Its as if he prepared the 50cents way in advance!

Oh my god! He is such a cunning noodle-seller! Arghhh~

What's worst is that when I reached home and was about to eat the noodles, I found that the noodles are not fully cooked! There is a 'lump' which is uncooked! Really fuming sia. I swear I won't buy from that stall again!

Aftermath

Yup, I'm back from cruise but I'm not going to disclose any itinerary up there because I just felt that it's a mistake to go there. First, I spent all and not leave a single cent left on the profit of freelance for Hui. Terribly broke now. Second, in return I missed Mktg and Soce for the week though I make up for Mktg when I'm back. Third, getting reprimand by almost everyone including darling for making such a stupid decision, which is unlike me. Above all, I felt guilty especially in my school work. Like what Nageb says, why do you call yourself a student if you don't even behave like one? This "Ang Gong Kia" may be sarcastic at times but what he says is true. I did terribly badly for the previous IBM test and having the fact that lectures are almost finished and left with the horror of all students, EXAMS! This led me more depressed. Nonetheless, I started revising on IBM, since weekend. Planned to finish 1 chapter a day and make it a cycle till the day of exam so that it gets into my head. Fortunately, this makes me feel more revived.

"Must push, Must push. Godspeed!" Nageb (2006)

Kenna cheated

The clinic which I went to in Tampines really cannot make it. Gave expired medication and still have the cheek to say though it has expired, they can still be consumed within 6 more months. If that is the case, why did they bother to have the expiry date there?!

Dear helped me went back to change the medication and another doctor on duty gave him eye-drop, which was different from the medication that was given to me initially! I went back there today to ask to see the doctor (the one whom I go to in the first place) and they still have the cheek to ask me to wait! I only want to see the doctor to ask why the other doctor gave me that eye-drop and whether it is suitable for my condition anot!

In short, I was fuming mad!

Missing You . . .

Dear is now on the cruise.



My semester commences starts tomorrow.



How I miss Dear.



How I wish the holiday is longer.



This will be a challenging semester ahead. The modules' schedule is really scary and my timetable really cannot make it.



Anyway, here is a picture of my cousin on her first day of school on last Wednesday. How I wish my mum had taken a photo of me on my first day of school. Hee.

Mahjong + Good company + Random thoughts

Back from JM's house after playing 6 hours of mahjong. Its really shiok! One of the must-do things on my list which must be accomplished every holiday.

I am so glad that Dear joined us too, because I'll be sad if he don't. I'm so elated that Dear can click so well with my friends. Its really a blessing. Hmm.... but I cannot say the same for myself. I'm an introvert in front of 'new people' and thus, need a longer time to warm up to them. The fact that Dear and his friends like to meet up at night 'depleted' the chance that I can join them because I'm not one who likes to be out at night. Yah, not an owl in short.

Anyway, it seems like I always have this problem every holiday. I feel lonely. Not that Dear did not accompany me but I still can't help but feel lonely at times, especially when the once-a-month-thingy is nearing. Its always at this particular period that I am extremely easily irritated and unreasonable. But I am glad that Dear is forever so forgiving.

I admit that I have a fiery temper and loses my temper easily. All along, Dear has been very accommodating and understanding. Maybe he should not pamper me that much hor. Hee...... But he _____ me too much le mah. Hee..... Think I should go read up a book on anger management. Its time I should change for the better.

To be frank, I have no idea why I typed the above. Just write whatever is coming to my mind.

Yah, that's all for now.

Arrival of Miss Prerogative

Wah how cool! I am able to blog here!

Hee.... The thought of sharing a blog have been going on for eons and finally, it's realized now.

I must say that its quite weird but no worries, I'll try my best to blog some interesting things; that is after my semester commences because how can a person who is cooped up at home have anything interesting to write?

So, for the time being, do be patient. :P

Happy 2007!

Happy New Year! New year with new resolutions. Mine, of course getting first-class honours in my degree is the priority. Everyone including myself to stay healthy always.

On the last day of 2006, I was a part-time painter for Darling's house. A new coat of pink is needed in her princess room. Caught DeathNote2 at 5pm and indeed it's complicated yet good show! At least better than the Chow Yun Fatt show.. Complete waste of $. I had dinner with buddies at cafe cartel but due to the injuries that shan had, we decided not to go anywhere far except Tanjong Rhu aka Kallang Waterfront. TP were earlier then us to stop anyone from hogging the roadsides. Guess due to the rich complaining, they are fast this year. Anyway, we paid up $5 for some night like robbery grassland carpark. Got ourselves first class seats and enjoy the fireworks. Not crowded but a handful was around. Most were not happening, only a group of brunette and bimbos were there holding champanes yelling their joys! Fireworks never seems to bored the urbans. I have told you mine,

Where were you on the last day of 2006 then?