Aftermath

Yup, I'm back from cruise but I'm not going to disclose any itinerary up there because I just felt that it's a mistake to go there. First, I spent all and not leave a single cent left on the profit of freelance for Hui. Terribly broke now. Second, in return I missed Mktg and Soce for the week though I make up for Mktg when I'm back. Third, getting reprimand by almost everyone including darling for making such a stupid decision, which is unlike me. Above all, I felt guilty especially in my school work. Like what Nageb says, why do you call yourself a student if you don't even behave like one? This "Ang Gong Kia" may be sarcastic at times but what he says is true. I did terribly badly for the previous IBM test and having the fact that lectures are almost finished and left with the horror of all students, EXAMS! This led me more depressed. Nonetheless, I started revising on IBM, since weekend. Planned to finish 1 chapter a day and make it a cycle till the day of exam so that it gets into my head. Fortunately, this makes me feel more revived.

"Must push, Must push. Godspeed!" Nageb (2006)