Vista Wannabe

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Resurrection

Prelims over. It may not have ended, in fact, it just started. The main UOL exams is beginning from May. The thought of it really push a person's mood to the limit.

I wondered if sometimes it's really my problem or others. I prefer not to say anything when I sense something is amiss. The party may, in fact take this opportunity for blaming you for ignoring them. Don't they think further? Sometimes, things that I do, may not be in favour of others but why is others keep blaming me for the way that I react rather than reflecting where the problem really lies? It may not always be me, it can be themselves. And when you reason out, unknowingly, their reaction will be, why you always reason out? This entire thing may get started with themselves not others and they choose to blame others and never themselves.

I'm getting tired of this family, this place that I'm staying. There is practically no comfortable place to be at home. A pest is around and everyone is praying to get it's favours. I wonder why? Anyone who starts to fight back, gets nonsense from people who pray at the pest. Studies is very important, especially at my stage. My future depends on how well I do in LSE. A good job and salaries depend much on it. My future house, my ideal home, my comfortable environment........

CC introduce me to some rich household whose kids of primary 2 and 4 needs expertise in their mathematics. Though I have agreed but I'm having second thoughts. I remembered that I hated math during PSLE, especially the part on allocating units. I wondered if the kids ask me to solve something that I, myself doesn't know shit, how am I going to get away with it? Dilemma; To tutor = earn extra cash for my studies. To let go = look for another better job.

Updates!

Sick of doing lesson plans all day long. Haiz.... its so hard to be creative! So yah, just taking time off to blog what happened on my birthday!

Actually, it turned out that many of my friends remember my birthday! Even a friend whom I am not close with and seldom talk to in school, smsed me to wish me Happy Birthday. Of course, there are the usual ones like my poly clique and secondary school clique who always remember my birthday.

Of course... the best birthday wishes is from Dear.

Met up with Dear at Vivocity after handing in my assignment. Was in such a rush. Its a rare opportunity that I am back in school so have to look for teaching materials diligently. Anyway, it was already 6p.m by the time I reached Vivocity.

Had dinner at Earl's Swensens and I must say the food there is quite nice. Its different from the normal swensens because normals swensens do not have salad bar. The menu is different too because at Earl's they have more choices.

Watched 'Music and Lyrics' after shopping around. Oh yah, Dear bought me a jacket from Espirit. Love the jacket so much! Have been searching around for a black jacket that I like and I finally own it on my birthday!

Nothing too special this birthday because Dear is having his prelims. So I can understand. Haha but he said will make up for it after his prelims! Hee....

So here are some photos that we took on the 12th of March 2007.



I love this photo very much! [Dear too!]



Ha cheeky Dear Dear.



That's us!

My 23rd Birthday

Its my 23rd birthday in another 1 and a half hours.

Everyone including myself, is too busy to celebrate.

But happy that I will be meeting Dear for dinner and some shopping tomorrow.

So sad that my friends forget about my birthday. . .

Exhausted

When one's exhausted, even the simplest question takes ages to solve. I wonder why this evening I'm so tired. Physically and mentally. What's worse is you can't find a proper and cosy place to rest...not even your home.. That moronic bitch keeps thinking that the room is solely hers and use it as she likes. Living room is full of wooden planks and siting on it for hours is no joke. Resulting achy backs and bums. No place for me to lie, if this goes on, I would probably be declared mad.

Wed is my first prelim paper and I don't even know what I have been studying for the past weeks. No not low confidence.

God, please help me!