Monday, October 16, 2006

Me Vs Me

Before I began, I would like to stress that I'm not affected by his lowly intelligence words. 
 
Saw H to get him sign my clearance, I thought as a routine he will spend a few hours talking craps with me but he didn't except telling me that I didn't contribute anything to the branch.  I didn't take it to heart because at that point of time, I believe he is just narrow in his thinking.  Days later in the smoking area, DY ask me the same question again.  This raise my doubts on my abilities.  Initially, I thought it's because I help H do up his stuff like numerous troubleshooting of PC and server problems, Janus/Mercury etc and all these were done by me, ALONE!  Then I was brought under DY to help him with LDAC, Websites etc.  The reason I could thought of why they asked me this is because all these might be just minor issues to them.  But even, CC and Leong asked me the same question! 
 
Am I useless?  What I have done is not really worth doing?  Or is it the impression I gave to people that I handover my stuff too quickly to other people so I shown to them that I'm a slacko? 

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